Nutwood’s Druid horoscope

The Nutwood Tree is very adaptable. Its fruit can be cracked open and the seeds can be eaten. When the bark is burnt it creates a fine, black soot that can be mixed with oil and combed through the hair to darken it. And the wood of this tree burns exceptionally well as firewood. Likewise, the very interesting Nutwood Tree person has a nature that is quite contradictory.

On the one hand, this sign is honest, loyal, and very friendly, but can instantly turn into a self-centered egoist when they feel that someone is trying to infringe upon their rights. On top of that, Nutwoods tend to have all kinds of unusual whims that they may not even try to hide. At times they have extreme and unpredictable mood swings and can become instantly aggressive.

Nutwood Tree people can be quite unpredictable. One minute they are all lovey-dovey, and the next moment they can be cold and completely indifferent. This sign knows what buttons to push to manipulate the feelings of others.

Nutwoods truly enjoy being taken care of. They desperately need to be admired and even worshipped. When they don’t get enough attention, Nutwoods may get frustrated and take it out on their loved ones. Also, they sometimes have a very jealous nature. They perceive each and every person as a potential competitor. All these traits make Nutwoods difficult and at times, unpleasant. Nutwoods are often their own worst enemies; they tend to blow everything out of proportion and complicate their own lives. And, because their personality is unpleasant at times, they may not have a confidant to share their worries with.

The love life of the Nutwood person is also far from being smooth. Nutwoods like to dominate their partner, alternating meanness with endearment. In order to find happiness in love, Nutwoods need to find somebody who will enjoy some level of suffering and be somewhat of a masochist.

Nutwoods are great strategists. While reasoning, they take into consideration the smallest details that other people may neglect. They can act quickly, but often they need time to think everything through.

Even the modest Nutwoods want their lives to be rich and eventful. They are not afraid to take risks. Their inability to compromise makes them hard to deal with for some people, but Nutwoods don’t care about that. They rely only on themselves, which can offend and alienate their loved ones, eventually driving them away. Those who appreciate their independent nature, however, will love them for what they are.

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Moving to Portland and Other Stuff.

           Okay, so I’ve decided that Portland, Oregon is the place for me. I can transfer work there and it seems a perfect fit for me and especially my son. 🙂 I can’t wait to move there. I haven’t visited so I’m kinda going in blind.

           So let’s see. I bought a skirt at the goodwill and its cute as heck. I had a week off of work cause I had a slight breakdown and then I had an episode of vertigo. Went to the hospital and got some pills if it happens again. My knee got twisted about a month ago and now I have a brace on it. For the next 2 weeks I have to take 2 naproxen and the ice my knee at night. I have to go get an x-ray to make sure there’s no fracture.

My stress levels have been up and cause panic attacks like crazy. I’ll be sitting there and just be overcome by anxiety. I’ve been taking a pill for that lately since walking and riding my bike is a no for day to day.

Now coming up with the money to move has been the biggest stress factor this month. I’m having yard sales and crocheting, but still not any luck with it.

Well, I need to clean and also crochet some little girl bags to sell. Hopefully I can sell enough or come into some money somehow to move.

Anyone have any moving or selling tips for me it would be much appreciated.

Until next time.

10:50 PM Nov. 10,2013

I’m sitting here in the break room and I’m having a slight panic attack. Why? The whole way to work this was happening. My legs are shaking and I feel like crying. This past Fri i wanted to cry the whole 8 hours I was here. We are locked in and we can’t go anywhere. Usually when I feel like this I go outside and breath some freah air. I just sit and let the sun, wind or whatever on my skin. I have my music and lets hope that it makes it go away. Cause I’m locked in till 7:30 AM.


– have money to finish my schooling

– be loved and cared for

– be able to sit down and draw what I’m feeling

-not have to worry/stress

– move before 2014

– be myself

– be happy

– have a back rub

– have the knots in my shoulders gone

– ride my bike around town without feeling like my heart is gonna jump out

– be healthy

– do my stress test and not have them stop because I can’t do it anymore

– be rid of the anxiety

– come home/wake up and the dishes are done, laundry hung/folded, bedroom cleaned.

So Far So Good

      I have been taking my medicine and the only draw back would be I’m tired. I have been working and being more active so that could be it as well. I have to wait and see. :/ Been doing great at work! 🙂

      I even met a guy and his kids from Seattle. The guy said they are down visiting his wife’s family. He gave me some information and his email. I gave him my email and phone, he said he’ll send some more info and if he comes across any places for rent or hire. 🙂 I’m so excited. Now the big step will be to get all the money we need. Still struggling in that department. 😦 Hopefully I can sell some stuff and get more hours at work, maybe a new job.

        The future is looking better, brighter. Tomorrow I want to get stuff done. I need to crochet new things. Just renewed a lot of items in the Etsy shop.

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Day 1 of Medicine

Last night i took my pill at bedtime. I got tired, which is good. I usually don’t sleep till about 2-4. I’ll lay there and close my eyes pretending to sleep. I do fall asleep sometimes before 12. So anyways, today i woke up and there was some anxiety. But i did clothes and made something to eat for Munster and I and coffee for him. I got ready for work. Work was okay. Very busy now cause of the back to school sale and store wide clearance. But so far so good. My doctor said it’ll take up to a week. Hopefully it kicks in way sooner. 🙂

Oh this morning i woke up and first thing i did was donate to Goldenjellybeans kickstarter.
Which you should too! 🙂

Still trying to crochet stuff, but i haven’t the motivation to. 😦

Thanks for reading. Ill keep you posted.

Yesterday and Today

   Yesterday I had a pretty good day. I ate breakfast and chilled out. I was smiling and happy. Even went to work and I did my hair and makeup 🙂 

  Last night before bed sucked but I made it through. This morning I woke up with anxiety and Ihad a doc appointment at 10:15. Well my morning wasn’t to good. I ended up feeling like shit. I got to my appointment at 10:47, very late. I talked to my doctor and she prescribed a pill. Hopefully it will work and will help me gain weight since i lost 6 pounds from all of this. 😦

    I received an email from an apartment up in Tacoma,Wa. I called them took down info and numbers. Now i need to figure how to get to those numbers. Seattle was the finale destination, but Tacoma has a Toys R Us/Babies R Us. Its only 15 mins out of Seattle so we can still go. The apartment looked awesome. I only got to see it through pics but still looked nice.

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Fighting my Demon

He has no eyes, but can see everything.
Has claws to scratch at my flesh.
Sharp teeth to eat the good thoughts away.
He lurks in the back of my mind.
He tells me I’m not good enough.
Can’t eat till everything is done.
Takes my strength, my will to live.
‘Kill yourself’ he says.
‘It’ll make everything better.
Won’t be tired, stressed, hngry or bother to anyone.’
The blackness that is his mouth sucks all the engery in and spits out negativity.
I’m his, all his.
I’m not alone at all cause i have him with me always.
I’m not good enough for anyone but him.
My body is thin and bones, no meat.
My face is oily, dirty and grossly tanned just like my arms.
God or whatever can’t save my life from him, I must continue to struggle and fight him.
Even if it kills me…



My eyes they swell.
For they do not want to see this hell
How I can be, if Im nothing at all?
Can you hear me?
Do you listen and search when you hear the call?
Just a waste nothing more.
My whole life I’ve heard it all before.
I am a disappointment to them,
I wanted to shine bright like a star in your eyes.
But it comes to this,
No happy ending for me.
Just bury me now.
Go on with your life at ease…

10 Things That Make Me Smile

  1. My love of my life, MY SON.
  2. ZUko and Sleven. Our cat Zuko loves cuddling with me. Our rescued mouse Sleven.
  3. My family. I love my family, they mean the world to me. What little family I have left is all I need in this world. 🙂
  4. Shane. Even though we’ve had our ups and downs, he still makes me smile. He’s always there and will forever be my best friend.
  5. My father-in-law. He has helped so much in my life. Opened his home for us.
  6. Having a day to relax. Once in awhile I just want to be as lazy as i can. sleep as long as i can and watch movies eat whatever and not do any house work.
  7. My grandmother calling me. She calls about everyday and its just to see how I’m doing.
  8. Taking a nice hot shower. My last apt had a problem hot water so  with the hot water so most days it was jumping in and out cause it would be freezing.
  9. Going outside and sitting in the backyard. Having the sun hit me, or the slight breeze, or listening to the birds chirp.

   10. Waking up and having another day.

What are somethings that make you smile? What made you smile today?