I Cut My Hair and Some Crochet

I chopped off my hair!! It felt so good. I love how I can mess it up and that I use just a little bit of everything, shampoo, etc..

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I wake up like this now. I’m not getting headaches like I did as well. The heaviness of my hair gave me the worst headaches and I never know what to do with it. I use to just put it up in a ponytail/clip or a hat. I love love love my mohawk. I can’t wait till it grows a little longer.

I’ve felt really good and I’ve been crocheting. I also have been trying new crochet techniques. I’m currently crocheting some baby stuff for 2 coworkers.

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I WANT TO

– have money to finish my schooling

– be loved and cared for

– be able to sit down and draw what I’m feeling

-not have to worry/stress

– move before 2014

– be myself

– be happy

– have a back rub

– have the knots in my shoulders gone

– ride my bike around town without feeling like my heart is gonna jump out

– be healthy

– do my stress test and not have them stop because I can’t do it anymore

– be rid of the anxiety

– come home/wake up and the dishes are done, laundry hung/folded, bedroom cleaned.

Unknown

Don’t really know what lays ahead. My future is scary at this moment. I feel sick and trembling with unknown. I know I’ve felt this before and everything turned out okay…but what about this time? I’m sitting here thinking of ways to make it right and thinking of things i need to do. I’m taking this opportunity as a sign that this is what is suppose to happen. This us the push I need to leave this place.

Packing…

Packing is taking forever!  With two places that nee to be pack this is taking way longer then expected.  Also, we are getting the condo ready to rent out to someone. Its gonna be fully furnished, so we are decorating and, packing, and cleaning all at once. FUN…

We’ve added more places to look at.  Next month we are going to visit them.

I really need to fund a car and drive more, then get my drivers license. I’m 26 and don’t have one. 😦 I have to figure out when to give my two weeks notice at work. Before they fire me. I’ve gotten my last write up and next time I’m late or call out I’m fired. Its my fault. I don’t drive and I’m late cause I rely on other people. This move has made me sick so I’ve called out some. We can only call out/be late 15 times. I’ve don’t my 15.

Moving…

Gonna be moving! Thank god. But I’m in a pickle… I have no idea how to do it. I know where,well I narrowed it down to 4 places. Need to visit them and see if they have a great feel to them.

This whole thing gives me a headache, to be honest. The temperature needs to be just right or else Munster can have a hard time living there. Yuma, az is where we live and its hot as hell?! Munster is very sensitive to the sun. He has such fair skin. He can spend about 5-10 mins outside but anymore then that he can get really burned.

So moving… Things I need to get done will be

•visit the cities
•save enough money for at 3       months, incase I don’t have a job.
•find a job over there
•look for a great school, then check out the neighborhood
•look for a place to live
•come back, pack everything we NEED
•change address
•get rid of stuff we don’t need
•get alk medical records and school transcripts
•say goodbye to fanily and friends
•leave and make a wonderful life there!