Moving to Portland and Other Stuff.

           Okay, so I’ve decided that Portland, Oregon is the place for me. I can transfer work there and it seems a perfect fit for me and especially my son. 🙂 I can’t wait to move there. I haven’t visited so I’m kinda going in blind.

           So let’s see. I bought a skirt at the goodwill and its cute as heck. I had a week off of work cause I had a slight breakdown and then I had an episode of vertigo. Went to the hospital and got some pills if it happens again. My knee got twisted about a month ago and now I have a brace on it. For the next 2 weeks I have to take 2 naproxen and the ice my knee at night. I have to go get an x-ray to make sure there’s no fracture.

My stress levels have been up and cause panic attacks like crazy. I’ll be sitting there and just be overcome by anxiety. I’ve been taking a pill for that lately since walking and riding my bike is a no for day to day.

Now coming up with the money to move has been the biggest stress factor this month. I’m having yard sales and crocheting, but still not any luck with it.

Well, I need to clean and also crochet some little girl bags to sell. Hopefully I can sell enough or come into some money somehow to move.

Anyone have any moving or selling tips for me it would be much appreciated.

Until next time.


10:50 PM Nov. 10,2013

I’m sitting here in the break room and I’m having a slight panic attack. Why? The whole way to work this was happening. My legs are shaking and I feel like crying. This past Fri i wanted to cry the whole 8 hours I was here. We are locked in and we can’t go anywhere. Usually when I feel like this I go outside and breath some freah air. I just sit and let the sun, wind or whatever on my skin. I have my music and lets hope that it makes it go away. Cause I’m locked in till 7:30 AM.

Having Trouble Sleeping

  Lately, I’ve been having trouble sleeping. I have been working a lot more and then coming home and doing some cleaning. But I just can’t figure out why I feel tired. I have been like this my whole life, but it’s just getting to me now. All I want to do it lay in bed and chill out or sleep. Sleep seems awesome to me. I’m sure I get enough sleep all together. I have been somewhat depressed.  I would like to move out of state. Since ive been working I have been making more money. Every pay check has gone to bills. I hate this! Hopefully everything will change, because there are somethings that have changed for the better. Maybe when income tax comes and with the money i hope to save I can finaly move. 🙂


So Far So Good

      I have been taking my medicine and the only draw back would be I’m tired. I have been working and being more active so that could be it as well. I have to wait and see. :/ Been doing great at work! 🙂

      I even met a guy and his kids from Seattle. The guy said they are down visiting his wife’s family. He gave me some information and his email. I gave him my email and phone, he said he’ll send some more info and if he comes across any places for rent or hire. 🙂 I’m so excited. Now the big step will be to get all the money we need. Still struggling in that department. 😦 Hopefully I can sell some stuff and get more hours at work, maybe a new job.

        The future is looking better, brighter. Tomorrow I want to get stuff done. I need to crochet new things. Just renewed a lot of items in the Etsy shop.

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Yesterday and Today

   Yesterday I had a pretty good day. I ate breakfast and chilled out. I was smiling and happy. Even went to work and I did my hair and makeup 🙂 

  Last night before bed sucked but I made it through. This morning I woke up with anxiety and Ihad a doc appointment at 10:15. Well my morning wasn’t to good. I ended up feeling like shit. I got to my appointment at 10:47, very late. I talked to my doctor and she prescribed a pill. Hopefully it will work and will help me gain weight since i lost 6 pounds from all of this. 😦

    I received an email from an apartment up in Tacoma,Wa. I called them took down info and numbers. Now i need to figure how to get to those numbers. Seattle was the finale destination, but Tacoma has a Toys R Us/Babies R Us. Its only 15 mins out of Seattle so we can still go. The apartment looked awesome. I only got to see it through pics but still looked nice.

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Today sucked..

So I’m sitting in urgent care waiting to be seen by the doctor. I sprained my index finger about 2 weeks ago and now i think its injured again. Hopefully this time they do an xray to make sure nothing is broken. Also the doctor who treated me was an asshole. He made me cry cause he was bending and wiggling my finger and i told him to stop. So i worked today and moving boxes for customers is what made me want to come here. It hurt so bad. A shooting pain all down my finger and my hand to my wrist. Now, you may wonder how did this happen.??? Well i pop my knuckles. I have a bad habit of doing that and i did it 2 weeks ago and i couldn’t move it for a day or two.


Also today i put in my complaint about my assistant store manager grabbing ny arm and pulling me. We will see what happens when she gets a call. But really, I’m an adult. You don’t need to grab my arm and pull or yank me when I’m leaning or you think I’m sitting. 😦

So there’s just a little rant. Oh i had a very yummy dinner. Roasted tomato with cheese and lentil soup. So good. I have the soup still cause I could only have a few spoonfuls.

Swap-bot and Penpaling

I love my penpals!  Its been so much fun ‘meeting’ so many people. They are so awesome. I’m trying to get a penpal from every state in the USA.

Swap-bot is my new addiction. I’ve been swapping and I want to keep doing it till I run out of people and crafts to do. I’ve been getting creativr and having my son help out as well.


Father’s Day

   Today is father’s day. I didn’t get to see my dad, other thrn passing each other at the intersection. I told him “Happy Father’s Day!” He said thanks. And that was that. I don’t know what to get my dad. He said anything Stars Wars. But he has a lot that I don’t know what he has and doesn’t….

   Munster eent with hus grandma and they made some stuff for his dad. It was really awesome. I have no idea what to gi e him. I do want to take him to dinner. Maybe sometime this week when we both are up for it and hungry at the same time.

   I had to work today. Work was actually a good. People seemed nice today.